Thats exactly what I have as I visit Trollhättan now in the post-bankruptcy days. I was here during the announcement and a few days afterwards as well, but headed out to work during the x-mas holidays. I returned to Trollhättan yesterday afternoon to meet up with some friends but I didn’t really get it then. After spending a lot of time at ANA (the dealership in Trollhättan) and other places in the town I get this sort of strange vibe about how people feel…
There is a lot of anger around, a lot of frustration, almost a sense of fear but also vanity. People say things they normally don’t say, the blame people they normally wouldn’t blame, they aim their anger at what ever comes around. Even though its not in plain sight, it certainly is there… An almost pure hatred towards GM is felt amongst a lot of people. Some act upon it against others who happen to drive GM cars but otherwise work with Saab or issues surrounding Saab. Words like “how the hell can you drive such a car after what GM did to Saab” has been spoken out towards people…
I sense that some people are looking for an enemy or someone to blame. I must admit, I feel it too…
I visited a cafe in the evening with some friends, we were three in the group and the place was pretty packed. A waitress managed to get us a four seat table and started to prepare it for us when two guys swooped in and took the table. I asked if they happen to be four and that this table was meant for us, he told me that they were in fact four but after about 30 min nobody else had showed up, when we left after about an hour there were still only two of them. He lied to me, such a stupid and idiotic thing really got all the feelings I had inside to want to come out and make him a target for all my anger and sadness.
I didn’t act upon those feelings, I kept them inside… Even if I really wanted to go over there and tell him off, to teach him a lesson in how to behave…
We got another table, not as good but good enough… But such a small stupid thing like this can make people say and do things they normally wouldn’t. In normal circumstances I would never have thought twice about it, I’m not that kind of a person but today is different… today it feels like very one have strange feelings inside…
But in the end, is there really a point in blaming someone? something? Did the workers at Opel, Chevrolet or any other GM brand have anything to do with the decision of the GM management. Most certainly the answer is NO. They probably had no idea about what was going on, they were simply getting up early each day, going to do a job to the best of their abilities… just like everyone else…
It’s easy to blame people, its more difficult not to… I will try to bury my feelings inside of me… forever…