Its right now 01:25 at night and by this time tomorrow I’ll be experiencing something that I have never done before. I will be on holiday with my girlfriend Johanna on the sunny island of Mallorca. We first met in 2004 and have been a couple ever since, she is the best thing that ever happened to me and we’ve shared many happy and sad events over the last 9 years. On May 7th we’re celebrating our anniversary of becoming a couple, 3 years ago we got engaged and so far, with careers in the making we haven’t really had time to get married… but for the first time in 9 years we finally have the time to go on vacation.
So why is it, that when my life should be so happy, that I would like nothing more than to go back to the year of 1997, and especially the summer of that year…
Well back then, life in Trollhättan was great, Saab was about to launch a new car, the 9-5 and I was one of the Saab kids who mostly played around with all the other Saab kids. We were the sons and daughters of employees who all worked at Saab.
I especially remember 1997 because thats when my father brought home a brand new midnight blue Saab 9000 CSE 2,3 Turbo. A very nicely equipped car and man it was beautiful. My family spent a lot of money on cars back then, my dad used to bring home a new Saab at least once every 2 years, sometimes more often and I could tell that he was especially proud to own this one. This was actually the first car I drove…
In Sweden, 16 year olds are allowed to practice drive with their parents for 2 years until they are 18 years old, only then are they allowed to actually get a drivers license. I had the pleasure of driving that amazing looking Saab 9000 CSE for 2 years until 1999 when the car was damaged in an accident at the Saab parking lot, my dad never really got over that, even when we traded the car in for a brand new and beautiful beyond belief frost-grey Saab 9-5 SE in the autumn of 1999 I could tell that he still missed his 9000 CSE.
But as I live in todays world where the Saab factory is closed down, even though it has a new owner and things might work out. Most of my friends, family and other people I meet in Trollhättan are unemployed or only getting very short part time jobs. Those days in 1997 were free of trouble for Saab, even though the 9-5 was the car that was supposed to save Saab it still didn’t feel that bad. Saab had a lot going for it with 2 new models in the making and the 900 series was still pretty, selling well and soon getting an upgrade. Who would have known back then, that the next 13 years would be a continuous painful fight for survival…
I visited Trollhättan a few days ago and I cant feel anything else than sadness as I drive on the roads I’ve always driven on thinking back to the good old days of the 90′s when people were happy about going to work for Saab, no they were not just happy, they were proud of it and I know that even those who complained back then, miss it now…
Brand new Saabs were a constant thing on the streets of Trollhättan and every now and then you could even see some cool development car driving by at high speed trying its best to avoid cameras!… I remember that me and some friends used to go out to the factory some times just to be there in case we would see something brand new and secret, in fact I don-t think we ever did, but there was no shame in trying and we had some good times sitting there talking, dreaming of what kind of cars we would buy in the future.
Well I bought several of those kind of cars and today I’m an extremely proud owner of the car of my dreams, a fully equipped Saab 9-5 SC Griffin from 2010, but even so I miss that Saab 9000 CSE… I miss the time when my father had an important job at SAAB, I miss the times I could visit the factory and it was full of life with lots of great people being proud of what they did, I miss seeing all of those employees getting into their own Saabs driving home, knowing that they were part of creating something that mattered a lot, to a lot of people…
I know those days are gone and reality is what it is…